I would say at this moment so much, embrace you and keep you close to me ...
I chose this way to make known that I walk, not just because I think it will be incredible therapy for me, but also because I do not want it to be by myself to know this.
This past Christmas 2010, was one of the most emotional, hard and meaningful of my life .. after several medical tests later, and after discovering a lump in my right breast, I have been diagnosed with Breast Cancer.
I wish I was there with you so that we embrace and be able to feel, to share with you all that it can generate, anger, sadness, lack of control ... I know well and know that I have is a bit out of the ordinary .... or rather know that everything has my personal touch.
Just as you have been part of all my adventures, youth, my life next to Cesar, and then when the children arrived, you have not lost any time I want to be part also of this new phase beginning ...
I want you to know it's not that I do not feel sad or scared, but most of all feel joy that little God gave me the opportunity to discover this bad on time and I have time to go.
I do not feel in any way that my world is over or I'm going through this because I am the most bad, unlike but no one expected something like this ever in life, neither is prepared to face a similar situation, I see from every point of view this stage as a great learning moment and I hope to get the most out of it.
Just beginning, I know, I know that will not be easy, many things changed my life forever, both physically and emotionally, but I hope to always keep my spirit high, and continue to be the same "warrior" who always have been.
I want to make part of this new phase, not to grieve for me or think this will be sad, I want to be part is to include me in your prayers and help me with your positive energy, I want every time you think me, send me all the best to you for strength and energy that help me in the moments that are, I'll be even shorter than normal.Thank you for not only being now
Thanks for being part of my life forever, as they say
in the good and the not so good, and keep
next to me despite the distance and time.
Love .....Eliana

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