It is worth all ..........................
Any form of reaction against something that happens ....... is valid whatever the situation it faces.
And always, always have two options facing the same situation, do something or do nothing.
Although at times it can live unthinkable things, like seeing life you chose to live and to live fully now and in the most unexpected decisions you take in seconds, change your way of life, create new schemes, see how everything you planned and arranged in a way that would work takes a completely different direction.
Always push yourself the option to do something, make something happen when you look into something strong, the situation unimaginable, unthinkable, and that what happens you want in every way possible is breaking down, make you suffer, confront your humanity of all forms, confuse you, to burden. It is easier to talk, but the strange thing today is that I'm not just talking about living and speaking from my experience.
Nothing harder than this ....... never for an instant glimpse of myself in something, but it is happening, and how to avoid it ...... no way ........ then what is my option ?????????????
Doing something is what I assumed from the beginning ...... make this happening to me today will ... to? not really sure the long-term goal .............................. but if God is manifest in each of the things that happen every second of my life ....
If not doing the right thing is not whether to talk and express in such detail to help them see things that happen are bad as they can assume them as challenges and put your face with all the forces and take out the best of it. .
But what if you and I'm sure I need your company now, and I find no better way than this to stay together, I feel that through the words and knowing that they read, they help me stay afloat, help me does not waver, not to break me.
As today was one of the hardest days I have been since 3 weeks ago all this started ............. Yesterday I performed the tests more comprehensive and complicated than ever imagined, all with the sole purpose of knowing who had no cancer in any other body part ... so I was under, over, under on how many machines there, photocopying all inside .. strong too strong to expect today then we reveal what all those numbers, and plates, and films they wanted to say ...........
ENDLESS THANKS ........ THAT HAS NOT SPREAD, WHICH IS LOCATED AND COMPLETELY CURABLE ...... I know it sounds confusing but I am happy to just have in the Breast Cancer ...... I am happy and I see God's miracles every day because it takes away enourmous weight is not comparable to anything ..... know that this detection was located that time fills my soul, and life itself but only hope and faith that everything will come out too well.
Knowing that, then you can have my whole being to meet in a "localized" this trip on my way, you can concentrate fully on a quick recovery and know that even just beginning this long journey of five months of chemotherapy to start tomorrow January 13, I have everything to my advantage to defeat this evil that at times I want to see fall, which means short and not encourage me ....... not guarantee that there will not be, but will be very few ....... I do not intend to leave by.
All magic is manifested in ways and seem guided by divine thread, start the chemo tomorrow as I told you, I know it will be a new step in this process ...... until today is lived throughout what was the diagnosis, the assimilation, research, acceptance, choices.
Following on from morning started all you have to do with the struggle itself, the high, low, mental and physical battle of my body and mind against cancer .... and what better and more magical, treatment lasts 5 months that would end on May 13 ....
Day of the Virgin Mary......................... as I told them every day just seeing the divine hand of God that touches everything, my family, my friends, doctors, nurses.
I almost forgot, as a special aspect also, the form of cancer I have is particular (as the owner hahahaha), and there is very common, has a conventional form and be where I am trying (Mount Sinai Hospital) is being done just for this type of situation a new experimental treatment ....... since in accordance with Cesar decided to accept, not only for the benefits they can bring me but because he will be able to help others who suffer and if it works for me, would guarantee that we will be for them too.
Keep coming to my hands magical gifts that excite me, make me feel more alive than ever ... objects and words that come at the right and proper time, they say, and transmit only hope and love.
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