Day Four -Find that we are made!!!!

Listening to people talk and see what they have to say, think understand a little better because of all this is happening.

When such events so closely touching the lives of the people you love, the first question that occurs to you is that !!!!!!!

All you seek to answer is why, why, because this disease, because this person, because now, why, why?? But no way is so that you?

Nobody would want, I was the most dishonest and even crazy, to say that at some point I imagine that something like touch me live. But now I think it is not that just happen, but the reality is that the pans and I can not get into a shell to hide all the pain involved ..... just need to accept every moment that passes to try to discover if God I may, for all this is happening, what is your goal, which seeks through me, trying to tell us.

All, we all strong situations of pain, having to accept the reality that we expected not dream, I believe neither the first nor the last and I know my battle is not comparable to that of many people outside ... ........... so many of us are in this together.

Realities and assuming that grow up without parents, who would be orphaned at a young age and have to you walk alone .. I think that is hard and strong.

Would lose at the least thought of that being, whatever it is called, brother, father, mother, spouse, friend who was a definitive part of your life and you will never see him again ........... . it is also hard.

Or that the life plans they bargained for the future did not turn out as you thought, an unexpected divorce, single parenting, fade in the way the idealization of prince or princess blue, perfect marriages of sons and daughters perfect, successful work, but above all finally realize that life is not perfect, nor is written down in a fantastic way to book be followed to the letter.

It is we, hopefully forever from his hand, which in the end we live it our way. More generous than anyone gives us daily tons of love, understanding, peace, generosity, charity, respect ....

but we who hate, foolish act, we create the wars, we are greedy, selfish and stupid.

We are never satisfied, looking desperately out of control and things we see in simple things greatness.

But that's what we, humans, even for a perfect moment and that is why each fall we're wearing another layer that makes us stronger, that brings us closer to him.

Love Eli